When is the day?

I had my 12 day appointment this morning.  They took blood and then did an ultrasound.  I have good lining and look to be ovulating within the next few days.  The doctor suggested I get an OPK from a local pharmacy and to call if any changes in color occur over the weekend.  I have an appointment scheduled for Monday.  So things are moving along on this end.

I started painting my spare bedroom that use to be an office on Tuesday.  It has been too hot (high 90's) to work on it the last two days.  Besides I was in W!ld wood, NJ for the Ke.nny  Che.sney Concert on Wednesday.  I think I am going to go finish up the painting now.  If only I had the motivation that I had on Monday and Tuesday of this week.  Maybe my lack of motivation has to be with the napper on the love seat next to me!

Moving along

Well my plans are moving along.  This is only my second post and I am going to use words not all the abbreviations.  As the school year wraps up, everything is going on as planned.  School finishes tomorrow afternoon.  Students were done today with a half day.  I started my period on Monday.  I called the doctor.  I started all the paperwork for ordering the specimen.  Tuesday, I received the call back that the paperwork was complete.  I sent my end of the paperwork back Tuesday night.  On Wednesday, I received a message from the doctor's office asking me for my pharmacy number.  I called back and asked why.  I went into a standoff mode...they wanted me on cl*mid and I didn't agree.  We haven't tried anything yet and I don't feel I should use it without trying first.  I have friends who have used it but I just want to try without for the first time.  The nurse called back saying it was fine and we schedule u/s for day 12 (next friday).  I ordered the specimen and now I am just waiting.

Sometimes I feel nervous about the unknown and "changing".  I am single.  I do as I want.  It is not odd to meet up with a friend for drinks or dinner at the spur of the moment.  I feel like I might be mourning my "freedom" in a few weeks.  I know this is normal for me to question and analyze my self.  I know this is the right decision for me but I think the waiting game is going to cause anxiety for me.  I just want the baby in my arms now.  Instant gratification!

Well, I am tired. Last day of work tomorrow.  I am going to go read. 50 sh.ades trilogy part 3.  Not sure how I feel about these books yet.